Life That is Lifeless

I have felt more emotions than all the cigarette buds abandoned on the ground,
And seen more colors than all the stars you can count.
I can feel temperatures that leave the sun breathless,
I can endure pain that leaves the foundations of this earth defenseless. I am restless.
Confined to the limitations of human spirit, body and mind. I cant find the time to transcend all that this reality pretends, I cant find the will to un-feel all these discoveries,
looking for life that dose not live, take or give.
Life that is lifeless like foam on the sea, which we inhale unknowingly,
Life that is lifeless in hallows of drums,
Life that is lifeless between zero and one.
Or trees turned to toilet paper,
Or songs sung by smoke and vapor.
Life that is lifeless, without a heartbeat or conscious,
without birth or death or
voice or breath,
Without expression or intention other than to exist.
Other than to be an asset to living life’s every wish.
My life is living and breathing while simultaneously ending. My life is living without direction or perfection, without extension or intervention.
Living my life as the product of an
equation as unbalanced as this earth's
tilted rotation.

Living for-

Life that is lifeless, simplicity, priceless.